It is not easy being a guru and a parent to your child at the same time. Nor is it easy on your child to have their guru and parent be the same person. To your child, you are a parent first — even though it is said that our first school is our home and our first teachers are our parents.

Having to perform both roles simultaneously is a great responsibility. One has to become a true guide for their children while nurturing them with love and wisdom. It requires patience, courage, discipline and the ability to make the right choices and decisions in life.

A Journey of Healing – Trisha’s Story

Trisha grew up in an abusive environment and later encountered similar circumstances at her in-laws’ place. Despite these challenges, she chose a different path for herself — a path of healing, awareness and spiritual growth.

Over the years she experienced miscarriages, abortions and failed IVF treatments. These painful experiences led her to question the deeper meaning behind the circumstances life had placed before her since childhood. She felt there was a greater lesson hidden within these struggles.

In April 2017, a past life regression session was planned. However, life had other plans and the session was delayed when she conceived at that time. Unfortunately, due to medical complications, she had to abort the child during the first trimester. The emotional intensity of that experience soon brought her back for the session.

Sometimes the soul brings us painful experiences not as punishment, but as a doorway to deeper understanding and healing.

Past Life Revelations

As the session began, Trisha’s consciousness remained focused around her womb. She began crying deeply without saying a word. It became evident that her soul was trying to connect with the recently aborted child — likely the third soul that had attempted to come into her life.

As the session moved deeper, Trisha experienced a lifetime where she was a strict and disciplined school teacher. She valued punctuality, order and perfection in everything she did.

However, one of her students — who was also her daughter, Leila — struggled with her strict nature. Leila was a rebellious teenager who craved freedom and resisted authority. Their relationship as mother and daughter became strained due to Trisha’s rigid expectations and Leila’s desire for independence.

Karmic Connections Across Lifetimes

As more lifetimes unfolded during the session, different scenes appeared — heated arguments between father and daughter, and an unhealthy dynamic between a guru and a disciple. Finally, Trisha saw herself as a monk with several disciples, one of whom was Leila.

In that lifetime, Leila had chosen Trisha as her guru but struggled to complete her lessons because Trisha herself lacked discipline. She was often seen sitting under a tree or near water, wasting valuable time and neglecting her responsibilities as a teacher.

Realizing her mistake, Leila moved on but made a karmic vow to teach Trisha the importance of discipline in another lifetime.

The Shadow Soul

In their next incarnations, their roles shifted. Trisha chose to be both mother and guru, while Leila returned as a soul deeply connected to her. However, instead of resolving their karma, they continued reinforcing old patterns.

Eventually, Trisha discovered in the spiritual realm that Leila was her Shadow Soul — a part of herself representing the weaknesses and fears she had long tried to avoid.

• The soul that was aborted during pregnancy was revealed to be Leila’s soul.
• Trisha was not yet ready to face the deeper weaknesses within herself.
• The soul chose to step back, allowing Trisha more time to evolve spiritually.

The Soul’s Contract

Before birth, souls sit with guardian guides and other spiritual beings to create soul contracts. These agreements define our roles, life lessons and the purpose we come to fulfill.

In Trisha’s case, many of her life choices had gone against her soul’s original purpose. She was meant to evolve spiritually and work with higher dimensions of consciousness and energy.

As the four-hour session ended, she emerged with tears in her eyes — not of pain, but of understanding, forgiveness and peace.

Final Reflection

Every relationship in our lives serves a purpose. Whether joyful or painful, each connection is part of a larger divine plan guiding our spiritual evolution.

If we rise above ego and emotional attachments, we can begin to live in higher vibrations and understand the deeper lessons life brings us.

Everyone receives a chance at redemption. The real question is whether we are ready to acknowledge our actions, understand the lessons life offers us, and make conscious choices that lead us toward growth and healing.